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(no subject) [Mar. 14th, 2005|05:08 pm]
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Last Entry was private sorry kids.... [Mar. 8th, 2005|02:24 pm]
So yeah last entry was private just some mumblings about random stuff going on in my fevered brain. So I love you guys and I'll talk to you later.
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I'm bored and tired and COLD!!!! [Mar. 3rd, 2005|12:45 pm]
[mood |coldcold]
[music |Slam - Pitbull Daycare]

Well yesterday was intersting cause I went to work and got sick so I was miserable like all day at work. Then I came home and went to sleep cause I was tired and just feeling like shit. Then I woke up to an empty house and Kate called she wanted me to come to her band concert last night. So I waited for a few hours and then my grand parents finally came home. They had been to eye exams and then went shopping so I was a bit ticked. Well my grandma took me to Katie's and from there we went to the school for the band concert. While the bands were practicing my buddy Chriss showed up and we talked and hung out till the concert started. I met some kid named Mike who Chriss is friends with and we all talked. After the concert was over Katie came over and we hung out for a little bit. Then she had to go home and I pretty much read and then went to bed. My life lately has been very boring and I miss going clubbing so this weekend I'm going to head out. To any of you that still read this saturday I'm want your asses to come see me at Chamber or at Bounce for a get together belated b-day thing please I miss you guys. So I love you and I miss you guys talk to you this weekend. I love you baby and I miss you hope to see you tonite.
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Crappy Birthday to me!!!!! [Mar. 1st, 2005|06:49 pm]
[mood |aggravatedaggravated]
[music |Alice - Prophetess]

Okay so this weekend was pretty good and so was my birtday dinner with Katie last night. But today has been the day from hell let me tell you first it started off with me getting a period. Great day for this bunch of shit then my mom calls and says "Umm I didn't get you a card but if you want me to I'll get you one." Wow thanks mom shows how much you love me and shit but that's not all that has gone wrong. Then my grandma loses the card she got me and we didn't go out to dinner because we have a blizzard here. So my grandpa told me to order food and they get my order wrong if that wasn't just great. Then we don't have a cake and so no fucking birthday cake. Then Katie had to work and no one at work would switch with her so that fucking sucked. I'm not feeling too hot either so it's been one great birthday from hell. Happy fucking 20th to me maybe I'll get some sleep tonite and make it to tomarrow if not I'm going to go nuts. Yuck I hope tomarrow is better and I hope I get to see Katie tomarrow. I love you baby and I miss you.
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Why I redid my information that way.... [Feb. 23rd, 2005|10:05 pm]
Oh yeah if you're wondering why my info is so depressing nowadays it's because life sucks right now. God everyone and everything is depressing and I just figured it'd be appropriate to everyone. So yeah that's why and because I'm not in the best of spirits cause everything is going wrong. Blah I sure hope something picks up everyone and their depressed asses soon. Otherwise mass suicide or homicide blah.
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(no subject) [Feb. 20th, 2005|08:51 pm]
I know the story,
in and out.
Through thick and thin,we're never together.
No matter the distance,
we'll make the long journey home as one.
Making a trip that only the two of us could complete.
When our two paths unite,
the destruction shall begin.
The worlds will collide and everyone,
but us, will die
Eventually our destiny must come,
joining us by the heart, by the soul, by the lives we've lived.
This is what will bring the world,
to her mighty knees, begging for forgiveness.
Only because it wasn't socially acceptable,
to love the one you love.
So now I say that its time for society to die,
see you whenever our paths unite.
For it will be the day that the stars will die.
I'll be waiting for you.
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More and More bullshit is unveiled... [Feb. 19th, 2005|12:17 pm]
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |Loco - Coal Chamber (it's what I'm going)]

So yeah yesterday I found something on the net that I shouldn't have. But oh well it makes me realize some things and it pisses me off really bad. Why is it with every girl I've dated or messed with I've become second best. It really pisses me off badly I feel like I have a complex or something. Anyway I am thinking things through why I have some me time this weekend. I'm not sure about things all I know is I want to have fun with my friends and be with them. They make me happy right now and they're keeping my head above water per-se. Thanks to Beth and Steve for last night at the Chamber it rocked it was the first time in a long time I didn't feel weird. And also Beth the Shrimp is disgusting and I think we should drown her that guy is fucking blind. Anyway I'd also like to thank Cheryl for putting up with my shit and for being the best straight girl I have. Tonight I'm going to see Planet Killswitch my buddy Dave's band at the Phantasy. Then afterward we're going to the Chamber maybe Bounce it depends. I'm going to be with my Beth and my Steve plus my new friend Becca will be there with her homies. So we're going to mix our groups and I think it will be awesome. Hopefully Josh and maybe Cheryl could come out tonite in my opinion the more the merrier. But yeah I got some new movies too and my grandma and I are supposed to watch one. So yeah she's been helping me out too there is just so much shit. I need away from this drama and hopefully soon it will be over. I love you and miss you.
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My new icon and my thoughts for the day..... [Feb. 17th, 2005|11:12 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Do You really want to hurt me? - Culture Club]

Okay so my friend Jen gave me this picture and I find it absolutely adorable. But anyway I just bummed around the house today cause Katie went to Floriday today and I miss her like hell. I can't wait till next wednesday when the she comes back. Anyway I am going out with friends this weekend and my buddy Josh called me tonite and he got a new car. Yay I can't wait to see him I haven't seen him since december he works too damn much. But anyway I have to work in the morning and I'm tired so. Yeah I love you and I miss you baby hope your trip is safe. I love you guys too and I'll talk to you soon.
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Just a little thing I'd like to say to all you lesbians.... [Feb. 16th, 2005|10:42 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Basketcase - Green Day(appropriate for you dykes)]

Can I just say that I read up on people I am friends with and people I am acquainted with from both Ohio and Michigan. I play a major part in some of your lives just merely a minor in others but can I say you people have so much drama. I love you all you're all sweet , sweet women but god damn this time of year for you all is horrible. I myself am feeling some effects and for anyone who takes the time to read this call me anytime. I am still here as a shoulder and I'll always be once you have me as a friend it's for life. I think that gays and lesbians have the worst drama I know of besides the whole straight baby's mama and daddy bullshit. Damn guys I don't know about you but I can't WAIT for winter/early spring to be over. It brings all of us down and god damn we need good things. Too much breakups and bad friendship drama we need to remember we're all friends. Oh yeah some of the girls I know from Virginia as well. God damn lesbians everywhere have too much drama take your Midol girls it gets old damn....I love you all though...I'd like to hear some input I find it funny and sad at the same time..
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Good night for once... [Feb. 16th, 2005|10:32 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson]

Okay so I have been talking to alot of my friends and shit cause Katie will be gone from tomarrow till next weds. So I am planning a nice weekend with friends at clubs and concerts which is always cool. But tonite Kate came over and we talked about alot of shit together. We realized how much we mean to one another and we had a nice night before she had to leave. I love this girl so much it's not even funny and if she left I don't know what I'd do right now. So if you read this before you leave baby have a good time and I'll be waiting with open arms for you when you get back. So on that note I'm out for the night to go have a pleasant sleep and dreams of my girl. I love you guys can't wait to see you all this weekend.
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